emo

“Why do birds suddenly appear? Every time you are near. Just like me, they long to be close to you…”

I have to admit that it’s killing me! I miss him. I miss him.  It’s the first time we got separated this long since we got married last month.  Corny noh? It has been two days and I’ll still be waiting for three looong months. It’s pretty different living together on our own.

This is the third time he went out of the country; I should be used to it. It always feels the first time each time he  leaves. I am having a hard time going to sleep and coping up with things not having him aside.

(eto na naman) back in my old home… I can easily turn my attention to other stuff, like playing to the kids or just having a plain conversation with my Lola. Here, I can feel his absence easily. I sleep alone, eat with the maid, watch TV alone … everything alone! I easily get stressed and feel a lot more sensitive about my emotions (emotera ako ngayon kumbaga!). I hate this feeling.

monster incorporated

May one-eyed monster sa room na to!!!

He only sees himself.

He uses his big floppy ears, prying on to his victims.

He has a "bigmouth" that can swallow you whole.

He has many hands.

 One handles a girl magnet that he thinks works. He feels good proving himself macho gwapito (e.g. flirting with his tropa’s girl), but he’s the exact opposite. He loves meddling in things and situations, even if he’s not needed. Then if something goes wrong, he goes missing in action and plays dedma.

One has a big sharp meat trimmer that stabs people at the back, this one works bigtime!!!

One hand has a mirror.  He’s loves to look good among those above him, agrees to what they say, laughs their jokes, and nods at every shore but acts oppositely at their backs.

One have an artist’s paint brush, because he really wants to be one and really think he’s creative, even people say he’s not.

The other hands are empty, but snatches things you have in mind.

He’s Mr. Knows-it-all and thinks he’s really really good at everything. He’s only tiny, but thinks as himself humongous.

This monster is really really scary. You'll only know him when you meet him. Watch out, you might catch me snooping behind your back.