the puppies died

Nag-labor si tria kaning madaling araw. It was my dog’s first time. Since we just moved in to a new house wala ako masyadong alam na vet clinic na malapit.  it was around four am, when I saw something coming out, I panicked. I rushed her to a clinic, which was just a block away. The vet used to sleep there. This time walang vet. So we moved to another (sa my e.rod), luckily, there was a vet available to attend my dog. binigyan sya ang pangpahilab, which was injected. After a few minutes ‘di pa din lumalabas completely, so hinatak ng vet yung puppy. The puppy was adorable. Female red minipin. Not breathing. pinunasan ny ang bulak, i was looking for something na panghigop sa nose. kaya lang bulak lang meron sya.the vet said na patay daw yun. naisip ko, siguro naipit or something kaya patay.
 
Then came the next pup. nahihirapan yung si tria kaya another injection. Something was out again, a balloon watery thing, pinilit uli hatakin ng vet, pumutok tapos tubig yung laman. sobrang worried na ko, sabi ko wag na hilahin, kase nasasaktan yung baby ko. After a few minutes, hinatak uli, may bilog pa na kulay darkdark red, I was worried na baka pumutok uli. nagtanong ako, “doc, di ba baka mamatay yung puppy pagpumutok yan” hinihila parin, then may intervals tapos hila uli. pumutok nga, blood na yung lumabas. takot na ko nun. tapos hinihila parin nya, sabi nya deformed daw yung puppy. kaya he keeps on pulling. then nakalabas na. napaiyak ako, when I saw the puppy’s head crushed. Male black/tan sa kakahila… then i begged na half na lang payment, kase dead naman yung puppies. pumayag naman, tapos pinapirma ako ng waiver, di ko na masyado naintindihan, sa antok…pagod.. Depressed…
 
then i rushed my dog sa vet nya before back in our old place. pinakita ko yung puppies sabi nung vet kamamatay lang daw nung red. buhay daw yung nung nilabas kaya lang di daw binigyan ng oxygen. kase di naman daw talaga minsa himihinga yung mga pups paglabas, you have to revive it pa. tapos yung isa pinilit hilahin. its obvious.
 
Its so depressing… its my first time sana to have puppies from my dog. i have prepared things the puppies might need. sobrang excited panaman ako. Since wala pa kaming baby ng husband ko, sobrang mahal na mahal ko yung dog ko. It’s our baby’s puppies, kaya were keeping all of it. kaya lang this happened.

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